Mizukitt

So I got an instagram! I plan on using this to post more of my WIPs and doodles instead there. It's Mizukitt99 if you wish to follow me!!

Hey guys!!! I just wanted to say sorry for the lack of posts >< School is currently super busy because I have one major project due this friday (the 11th) and well obviously I need to spend my time on that XD 
Though, once it's done I'm practically done with the exception of an open book exam on the 14th, then I can draw!!!  I plan to paint a lot in the winter break, like a lot, to help me improve! I plan on doing some reference painting, background nature scenes, and of course some fan art (heck maybe do OC stuff) 

I would love to take your guys' requests too once I become free! I really just want to paint for you guys (even though I don't draw well) But I hope you guys look forward to next week cause I plan on painting a lot!!!! 

I'm pretty tired so this will be a brief journal. 

First to note before I go to talking about my day, yes I am a Christian and I am proud of it and I hope you know as a Christian I love you all and I cannot judge you guys as you live different lifestyles. I apologize for other "Christians" who don't love you and I hope God convicts them for their actions as well as show them real love. 

Seriousness aside;
so since its Sunday I obviously go to church, which was good. There was a guest speaker today and he was quite funny and his message was great. After church I went to work which was alright, I was surprised that I kept up my happy mood for so long. Than tonight at my church they were finishing up a conference and I decided to go just to see the end of it. It was great. It's amazing how prayer can do so much. I cried XD That's what happens when I am overflowed with the Holy Spirit, don't know why XD But it was good. I'm still new to this church so I don't know a lot of people (and it's a big church so it'll take awhile XD) Anyway, it was a good day. Someone took a picture of me and my mom saw and she said "You actually look happy." (in which case my sarcastic reply was "it's called smiling") so yay, things are better. Though with school tomorrow..... we'll see. 
Also, yesterday, spent 6 hours on homework and I give up XDDD I am scared of what the teacher will say but.... whatever happens happens. I worked hard on it so.... 

Good: 
-Church
-work was alright, no bad costumers and I kept a positive attitude. 
-got my animation homework out of the way
-I just feel happy

Sorry for the lack of journal yesterday! I was supposed to work but than I just felt super sick so I talked to a manager than went home and napped >< So I'll give a brief summary of yesterday and the good! 

So class was good, insanely boring though. But I think it could be the amount of drugs I was taking yesterday that didn't help >< So I went to work, taking a sketchy bus since I had to go to a different branch. I went to the chapters near by got meself some Starbucks and than bam, stomach pain to the point of nausea. I went to my work, which is a grocery store, and decided to buy something to see if I was hungry since I hadn't eaten all day. Instead I felt the same with the added of lightheadness. So I awkwardly talked to a manager who said I could go home. I always hate doing that cause 9/10 times I feel better as I soon as I leave, in which case I did feel better after I left. So I got home and napped and felt way better. Though today I feel super worse, not sure why though.... oh well! I have a lot of homework today so wish me luck! 

The happy: 
-got threw class
-didn't have to show my work to others
-the teacher said it looked good? 
-my dad gave me a ride home from work (instead of taking an hour bus ride home) 

I probably won't journal about today cause all I'll be doing is homework and being sick... so see ya guys later! 

I have to say, today was much better than yesterday. Perhaps maybe because I had a better mood? Or maybe because things went okay? Not sure, either way I'll take it. 

The Sad: 
pretty much the only bad thing that happened is my cold. In which case I have just get super stuffy and I hate it, partially because I get a headache. Also another thing I noticed is that my chest pain gets worse when I'm sick (or at least I think) so it sorta sucks (also sucks how no one really knows what my chest pain is). I guess another thing to add is that my brothers girlfriend came over. Don't get me wrong, I like her, but they are just so clingy and it just makes me feel awkward and disconnected from my brother and all.... Hopefully this phase ends soon. 

The happy: 
-anatomy class is going well. I was told my current assignment I'm working on is going nicely by my teacher
-I was able to keep up in my 3D class and understand everything 
-Was able to get food for lunch in time 

I may keep these journals up even though I'm getting past my depression. I want to try to keep things positive in my life, or at least try and help my attitude be positive. If anything it's me being thankful that things went okay, or thankful that these things did happen, which I guess ties into the Thanksgiving which is coming up for us Canadians. Anyway, since I am sick I am exhausted (and it's only 9:45pm) so night guys!! 

P.S. I am currently working on a painting but I am really trying to take my time to make it look good! Sorry for the lack of art and those tutorials ><